Is it Okay?

I cried watching her cry through the screen. Something that happened so long back had so much effect on me.... i had forgotten her emotional side—the side she had once shown me before it was overshadowed by her manipulative , victim playing nature. I know she won’t ever forget what we shared, and somewhere deep down, that little thought still makes me smile...also the fact that she never denied loving me. She cried to me once, and now hates me. How can people change n forget so quickly?

The laughs felt real, the world alive. But then she said, “There’s someone new,” And just like that, the pain broke through. Yesterday, she swore she loved me still, But I said no—with a trembling will. Not 'cause my love had gone away, But I admired our bond too much to stay. She didn’t care, just moved along, To someone else—it felt so wrong. He hates me now, refuses to see: He got her only because of me. So if anything, He should thank me.

So basically in 5th I had a pretty good friend group let's name them alice-the fake friend, katie-true friend, alexa-the idk friend so Alice was a pretty good friend of mine but she always told me to not be friends with Katie and alexa. I didn't listen to her though soon I went on a trip and missed school for a week. Then idk what happened but then they three had a fight Alice on one side and Katie alexa on the other so I took Alice's side cuz 2v1 is unfair but honestly I supported them both. Alexa and katie said that Alice was backbitching about them and spreading rumours but Alice said she had no idea why they weren't talking to her. So this fight got half resolved by me and then they started talking to each other again. But since in 5th Alice was the most popular she idk was weird when Katie and alexa became popular. So she started hanging out with Katie and alexa more and TAKING MY PLACE in our trio!!!!! So obviously I started feeling lonely. :(